Packing

I just finished packing.Going back Malaysia next month at 12nd...got 6 boxes of cargo..wow..going to charge me around 4190rs...while packing,I found the above card.
That was a card I received during my 22nd birthday...It's not the ordinary birthday card that we usually got,but a card that hoping me to believe in myself...Reading what written inside the card,my tears started to rolling down again...I even wonder whether the promises that were written in still valid...And I wonder does he still remember what he had written?
We are still friends as we always do..but to getting closer,I think it becoming harder and harder..In fact,I'm losing him...

2010

新的一年了...回顾2009,对我而言是最难忘的一年吧！
这一年里，面对了很多，接触到一些我从未体会的经历...也更深入地了解自己！尤其是在爱情这一方面，从亲密的恋人到熟悉的陌生人...从念念不忘到放下...对我来说，真的很不容易！原来在面对情绪与感情上的挣扎时，我是那么地无助...曾经有人问我：一个人会寂寞吗？我说：不会！可是，我想我应该回答：我必须习惯！说真的，我的心还痛...只是它在慢慢愈合...所以在这新的一年，我想对爱情Say NO。因为我怕了！
学业方面，我2nd year 的成绩没有什么突破...不过，3rd year学了很多...也慢慢找回对医学系热忱...所以，我希望在2010 年，可以保持对医学的热忱的态度，超越自己，突破自己！
家人方面，妈还是在为家奔波劳累...姐有了靖盈,靖霏很乖很懂事，与姐夫的关系还不错...爸还是老样子，不过健康越来越差了！薇在为工作打拼着...庆则在为未来铺路...娟的学业也ok...只是，我们这一家总有很多事发生...虽然妈总跟我说：婷啊，听过就算了，不要担心难过，K?但是我还是会耿耿于怀...毕竟他们是我最重要的人！
朋友方面，秋诗回大马了...我可以倾诉的对象又少了一个...不过，我也要回家了，很期待可以再见到她！还有雪宁，我错过了与她重聚的机会，希望今年可以再见！还有batch 21的同学们，谢谢你们给了我很多精彩，快乐的大学生活！
2009年的回忆，有些我想保留，有些我选择遗忘...
2010年的未来，我欢迎你的到来！

爱上部落格

昨天为自己的部落重新包装...爱上了它！

我的部落名为mood of today...因为我是个蛮情绪化的人，这是我在半年前发现的。很多时候，我也不晓得自己为何会那样,就是没办法控制自己的情绪。我真的需要改了！

这两天很空闲，没有什么上课，人也变的有点懒散。加上自己感冒了，有借口不必念书。 乱七八糟的床

空闲的脑袋就是很喜欢胡思乱想。以前秋诗在时，我就会跟她说我想的东西...现在我真的不知道找谁说呢？

Flu at the caroling night

chicken mushroom porridge

haih...why am I fall sick so frequently?Esh..Esh..today i'm planning to go for caroling,but woke up to find that i'm having running nose...realised that i could not eat something spicy n hot,i went to buy some ingredients n cook myself a big pot of chicken mushroom porridge...I thought i will be better after the lunch n taking the nap...but i found that it becoming worse now...Argh!!!!

Hope I will recover soon...

Jogging

I went to jogging this evening.I jogged around Sharada Area..The playground area...And the End Point...These places bring me back some past memories.
The sharada area was the place i used to have a stroll with kelvin when we were together...The playground remind me where qiu shi n jaap knew each other...and the end point is the place where me and yi-ting went early in the morning to see the sunrise,when we were in 1st year.Kelvin n me wanted to watch the sun rise too last time.But i was prohibited from going out by the guard,Kelvin waited me outside the hostel till 6am.In the end,the sun rose before we reached the end point.
Manipal is not a very fun place to stay for many people.Even me feeling very bore to pass my holiday here.But I have many sweet memories here.Friends around me makes Manipal a great places to cherish.
I miss my friends...

holiday

like usual, i 'm having my holiday life in manipal eating...sleeping...watching movies...playing games...
not missing home this time...because there is always some family issues awaiting for me...better escape frm it...haih...
well,today get chance to chat with few of my seconday schoolmates and our class teacher..so fun...really miss them...we r planning to organise a gathering next year..hope can meet them all again...especially tong siang...din hear from him after we graduated
miss kelvin too...talked to him for half n hours at 090909...happy to hear that he is doing fine...realised that we r closer when we become friend again...he will b my best friend ever...

It's different...

Our relationship is different now...Can't tell how different it is in words...But i really can feel the difference.So is he...But we still wan to make it works...and see how the future it brings...
May be it works ,may it is not...
I read a few articles today.Make me think a lots about our relationship...Am i still love you? Are you still love me? Somehow I know you love me still, so am I... just in a different way...