初恋红豆冰

昨天去看了初恋红豆冰，是一部感人的作品。啊牛的第一部电影，就找来了那么多马来西亚很有名的大咖来主演，光是阵容，就足以吸引了广大的歌迷。我也是因为那些演员才想去的...

但没想到，拍出来的效果却让我觉得值得一看...平时有型的歌星们，霎那变得那么土，性格超夸张，爆笑，赞！此外，这部电影的取景真的很棒！没想到阿牛把马来西亚拍得那么美。就以那条小河来说，我想平时我们去看，一定没有那么美，感觉还会很臭吧！但是，阿牛竟然可以把那个地方拍成一个很浪漫，温馨的地方，实在佩服！

还有，那个在咖啡店的啊公，让我想起了去世的外公。记得小时候，外公每天早上都会一个人走去咖啡店喝茶，然后在那边坐很久。而我和弟弟两个小瓜，每次就会吵着要跟，不是为了想喝茶，而是为了糖果！不晓得是不是我们喝茶的表情很苦，外公就会让我们点我们喜欢的milo或咖啡。哈哈！我记得他们泡的手法，真的就跟电影拍的很相似，尤其是那个长长的筛子！我在想，那会不会是袜子呢！

最感人的就是阿牛送李心洁的那一幕了!还有在街上错过对方的情节...也许，在很多人的心中，都有那个纯纯，傻傻，又带点遗憾的初恋吧！

有时间睡，就是福...

在马六甲已有三个星期，这段期间，我真的好累！从没试过，就算没有考试，日子也过得那么累！在这里才真正的体会到，什么是医学系！所以，我一有时间，一定睡...

但是，为了保持清醒，不让自己在医院实习或上课时打瞌睡，我买了近三打的鸡精！蛮有效的...不过...我还是想睡个痛快！哈哈...

Psychiatry

No..no..no..not me having psychiatry problem..I'm having my psychiatry posting now...

Today I have my first interview with psychiatry patient.May be because of stigma of psychiatry...I felt bits nervous initially.I afraid of asking the sensitive question and make the patient irritated...and I did mistake from the beginning-recording down what the patient said.It appeared to the patient that I did not pay attention to what he was talking...But indeed i was paying attention...

Anyway,I think it's hard to share something troubling you to a stranger.I felt so grateful that the patient shared his experience with us..During the whole interview,I was out of questions...I felt like want to understand the patient,but somehow in my mind I just don't know how to...

In the past,when I was sharing friend's problem..I'm doing it heart by heart,not bothering what actually the diagnosis is...But this time,because I wanted to figure out what the diagnosis is,I did it so structurely.I don't know how was the patient felt after the interview...But I saw him covered himself from head to toes when I left the ward... Was he taking a nap?

Packing

I just finished packing.Going back Malaysia next month at 12nd...got 6 boxes of cargo..wow..going to charge me around 4190rs...while packing,I found the above card.
That was a card I received during my 22nd birthday...It's not the ordinary birthday card that we usually got,but a card that hoping me to believe in myself...Reading what written inside the card,my tears started to rolling down again...I even wonder whether the promises that were written in still valid...And I wonder does he still remember what he had written?
We are still friends as we always do..but to getting closer,I think it becoming harder and harder..In fact,I'm losing him...

2010

新的一年了...回顾2009,对我而言是最难忘的一年吧！
这一年里，面对了很多，接触到一些我从未体会的经历...也更深入地了解自己！尤其是在爱情这一方面，从亲密的恋人到熟悉的陌生人...从念念不忘到放下...对我来说，真的很不容易！原来在面对情绪与感情上的挣扎时，我是那么地无助...曾经有人问我：一个人会寂寞吗？我说：不会！可是，我想我应该回答：我必须习惯！说真的，我的心还痛...只是它在慢慢愈合...所以在这新的一年，我想对爱情Say NO。因为我怕了！
学业方面，我2nd year 的成绩没有什么突破...不过，3rd year学了很多...也慢慢找回对医学系热忱...所以，我希望在2010 年，可以保持对医学的热忱的态度，超越自己，突破自己！
家人方面，妈还是在为家奔波劳累...姐有了靖盈,靖霏很乖很懂事，与姐夫的关系还不错...爸还是老样子，不过健康越来越差了！薇在为工作打拼着...庆则在为未来铺路...娟的学业也ok...只是，我们这一家总有很多事发生...虽然妈总跟我说：婷啊，听过就算了，不要担心难过，K?但是我还是会耿耿于怀...毕竟他们是我最重要的人！
朋友方面，秋诗回大马了...我可以倾诉的对象又少了一个...不过，我也要回家了，很期待可以再见到她！还有雪宁，我错过了与她重聚的机会，希望今年可以再见！还有batch 21的同学们，谢谢你们给了我很多精彩，快乐的大学生活！
2009年的回忆，有些我想保留，有些我选择遗忘...
2010年的未来，我欢迎你的到来！

爱上部落格

昨天为自己的部落重新包装...爱上了它！

我的部落名为mood of today...因为我是个蛮情绪化的人，这是我在半年前发现的。很多时候，我也不晓得自己为何会那样,就是没办法控制自己的情绪。我真的需要改了！

这两天很空闲，没有什么上课，人也变的有点懒散。加上自己感冒了，有借口不必念书。 乱七八糟的床

空闲的脑袋就是很喜欢胡思乱想。以前秋诗在时，我就会跟她说我想的东西...现在我真的不知道找谁说呢？

Flu at the caroling night

chicken mushroom porridge

haih...why am I fall sick so frequently?Esh..Esh..today i'm planning to go for caroling,but woke up to find that i'm having running nose...realised that i could not eat something spicy n hot,i went to buy some ingredients n cook myself a big pot of chicken mushroom porridge...I thought i will be better after the lunch n taking the nap...but i found that it becoming worse now...Argh!!!!

Hope I will recover soon...