Sick

I'm sick...having cold and cough... but under his care,i'm recovering now...yeah...hope that i can fully recover fast,so that he won't worry about me...
Yes,we got back together,after his 2nd request since we broke up...My life was a mess after broke up with him...i never felt so bad in my life...Thanks for everyone that accompanied me to pass that difficult period.That one month made me realised that i really couldn't live without him...and i've learnt how to get along with him this time----not be too dependent on him and to be more caring.Ok, will try my best not to be so emotional...this is the only thing that kill me... i really don know how to control my emotion...but i promise him that when i 'm in the bad mood, i won't see him. Because he can't help me much even he has tried his best...
Actually i feel a bit scare when i decided to accept him again.Because he never tell me the answer he is searching.I afraid one day he tell me that he has found the answer,and the person is not me.But i really love him very much..And i know he is too...May be i should not worry so much about something that is unsure...something that is unknown....As long as i know at this time this moment, he loves me...it's enough ard...