Saturday, January 23, 2010

Psychiatry


No..no..no..not me having psychiatry problem..I'm having my psychiatry posting now...
Today I have my first interview with psychiatry patient.May be because of stigma of psychiatry...I felt bits nervous initially.I afraid of asking the sensitive question and make the patient irritated...and I did mistake from the beginning-recording down what the patient said.It appeared to the patient that I did not pay attention to what he was talking...But indeed i was paying attention...
Anyway,I think it's hard to share something troubling you to a stranger.I felt so grateful that the patient shared his experience with us..During the whole interview,I was out of questions...I felt like want to understand the patient,but somehow in my mind I just don't know how to...
In the past,when I was sharing friend's problem..I'm doing it heart by heart,not bothering what actually the diagnosis is...But this time,because I wanted to figure out what the diagnosis is,I did it so structurely.I don't know how was the patient felt after the interview...But I saw him covered himself from head to toes when I left the ward... Was he taking a nap?

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Packing

I just finished packing.Going back Malaysia next month at 12nd...got 6 boxes of cargo..wow..going to charge me around 4190rs...while packing,I found the above card.
That was a card I received during my 22nd birthday...It's not the ordinary birthday card that we usually got,but a card that hoping me to believe in myself...Reading what written inside the card,my tears started to rolling down again...I even wonder whether the promises that were written in still valid...And I wonder does he still remember what he had written?
We are still friends as we always do..but to getting closer,I think it becoming harder and harder..In fact,I'm losing him...

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010

新的一年了...回顾2009,对我而言是最难忘的一年吧!
这一年里,面对了很多,接触到一些我从未体会的经历...也更深入地了解自己!尤其是在爱情这一方面,从亲密的恋人到熟悉的陌生人...从念念不忘到放下...对我来说,真的很不容易!原来在面对情绪与感情上的挣扎时,我是那么地无助...曾经有人问我:一个人会寂寞吗?我说:不会!可是,我想我应该回答:我必须习惯!说真的,我的心还痛...只是它在慢慢愈合...所以在这新的一年,我想对爱情Say NO。因为我怕了!
学业方面,我2nd year 的成绩没有什么突破...不过,3rd year学了很多...也慢慢找回对医学系热忱...所以,我希望在2010 年,可以保持对医学的热忱的态度,超越自己,突破自己!
家人方面,妈还是在为家奔波劳累...姐有了靖盈,靖霏很乖很懂事,与姐夫的关系还不错...爸还是老样子,不过健康越来越差了!薇在为工作打拼着...庆则在为未来铺路...娟的学业也ok...只是,我们这一家总有很多事发生...虽然妈总跟我说:婷啊,听过就算了,不要担心难过,K?但是我还是会耿耿于怀...毕竟他们是我最重要的人!
朋友方面,秋诗回大马了...我可以倾诉的对象又少了一个...不过,我也要回家了,很期待可以再见到她!还有雪宁,我错过了与她重聚的机会,希望今年可以再见!还有batch 21的同学们,谢谢你们给了我很多精彩,快乐的大学生活!
2009年的回忆,有些我想保留,有些我选择遗忘...
2010年的未来,我欢迎你的到来!