Thyroid hormone follow up

Yeah...tomorrow is the last practical paper lo...the previous microbiology and pharmacology paper i did them not very well.Especially Microbiology...Anyway they all passed already.
After the practical exam, i have to go to hospital. To follow up my thyroid hormone problem.Aiya, i din finished the propranolol prescribed,i had stopped taking them half month ago. I become a non compliant patient.Eh, can't blame me. The propranolol seem not effective to me, i still feel dizzy after taking them,got nightmare some more.You know what was i dreamt of?I dreamt of ghost and coffin beside my bed, soooo scary!!!
Tomorrow i got to go hospital alone because qiu shi has to go slump area for the huluran kasih thing.Ok, i hate to go to hospital...waiting for so long to get the consultation from the doctor.So irony, my future workplace is hospital,so i can't really hate this place.And in the future, I'm the one that other peoples waiting for.
Wish that there is no problem with my thyroid hormone and i no need to take any medicine anymore.Wish me healthy always.^-^

Sandwish

Finally finished theory paper lo... Anyway, still got 3 more practicals to go...Can't wait the exam to over. I'm so exhausted.Wanna take a good rest after the exam.Ok, i think i only can rest for one day because our 4th block is very short.Only 4 weeks,strictly speaking 3 weeks lectures 1 week exam. After that, 3 weeks study break, then university exam.Time passing so fast, 2nd year university exam is around the corner....sigh...
Tonight i have sandwishes as my dinner.I went to buy bread at manipal bakery, then went walk around and stop at sharada fruit and veg stall to buy cucumber and tomatoes.Making sandwishes on my own.Remind me of him. I still remember sometimes we had sandwishes as dinner on Thursdays. We take turns to make the sandwiches. He always made egg sandwiches wheres i made the veg one because I'm lazy to cook eggs.Even after we broke up, he made sandwishes for me one day when he heard i had no appetite.Well, i will think of him whenever i eat sandwish...it's part of our sweet moments.
Well, I'm going to cry again.Ok, ard cried. Don't know why, every time i think of him, i will unconsciously cry.I don't know i cry for what...So stupid me....

Fever

OMG,having fever before the forensic exam (which is the last theory paper). No wonder i feel warm the whole day. I thought just because of hot weather and i drink not enough water. i started to realised it when i suddenly feel severe headache and nausea. Feeling it is abnormal, so asked qiu shi to feel my forehead. And she said: you are having fever.
When i heard it, immediately i wanna go to bathe but qiu shi not allowed me to take bath.She said it will only worsen the fever... so i end up by eating paracetamol and lying on the bed to rest.
Feeling better now.... no more nausea and headache so creating the post here. Anyway, after the post, i have to study for forensic exam. I'm not yet finished studying...Argh.... there are so many poison to remember....
Well, wish me recover soon...no more fever when i wake up tomorrow...

New blog

A new blog...
A new beginning...
I used to blogging in friendster. And usually i used Chinese to type.But since i was in Manipal,i seldom blog.Most of the time, when i want to talk,i will find someone to talk to.And most of the time, my roommate,qiu shi is the one to listen and answer,even a very non sense question...
I set up this blog because after 2 months, my roommate is going back to Malaysia... and i find no one to listen to.The most important thing is this blog will help me to release stress , express my thought,through a healthier way...(so before that i release them with a not healthy way???)erm.. not really...the way are for instances:sleeping,lying on the bed without doing anything,and sometimes crying.
Well, i cried a lot these few weeks...especially when i woke up in the midnight.Crying for something that has passed...crying for something that won't be back....
Friends , are the one that help me lots.Gave me encouragements,gave me advices,gave me strength.Although it's really hard for me....Finally, a friend's message helped me find a way to live on: be a no-feeling robot...which i used to be during my secondary school time.
OK, i think it may sound funny or sad for most of the people. But this is the way that help me to stand up...